i'm blogging again cause...i needed to blog. i'm lying on the bed with my nerves going tick tick tick and i realize i can't sleep and got up to on the lap top.

ah the gorgeous days of having a computer in the same room as you.
of course it's not always a good thing.

so right now, i'm going to ramble until my nerves decide to calm down. i get affected easily -told you that, don't have to explain why because it's a stupid reason. and i have to gain more skin.

if i were to continue into this line i must be thicker skinned than the thickest extinct dinosaur skin you can find.
my friends, would you care to help?

my self-esteem can be incredibly ranging from 0 to 100.
i can be entirely confident in the first hour and at a moment of spite can be seen brooding and my face literally falling.

i think if a certain thing doesn't work out i think i'm going to stop again.
it's terrible.
perhaps i should continue to work hard, after all failure is a step to success.

secretly sometimes i believe that's a shitload.

i think i've mentioned that somewhere in my past posts.